The Beginning...

Hello World! 

You can call me Pirate. I've decided to create a blog to help me through my journey and hope to help others that are in my situation. Currently, I am HIV+ Gay man late 20's. 

And this is my story.

It all started in the month of February of 2017. I became really ill and ended up getting, what they call "PCP Pneumonia." At that time I had no idea what was wrong with me. I lost over 30LBS of weight and was under 99LBS. I can't eat, breathe or really walk. Most people nowadays do not even get this type of pneumonia. The reason why I got this is because I ended having AIDS. You get AIDS after you've had HIV in your body for over 5yrs. See, before getting this sick I never believed in HIV or AIDS. I was led to believe that this was not real and it was all hoax. So I lived my life on the edge and did some risky shit. Who knew I'd pay the price this way. I was just a young man living my life living in the closet and getting freaky not worrying about ever catching anything from anyone. Thinking I was the unstoppable and immortal! Boy was I wrong. 

They say everything happens for a reason, but I've yet to fully understand the reason why I got this. The funny thing of all this is the fact that I was always intrigued by HIV/AIDS when I was way younger, in my teen years when I believed it was rule. Never would of thought that'd it would happen to me though. 

Now fast-forward to 2017. I'm very ill and extremely sick. I feel like death is calling for me. When you are literally in bed dying, you think about everything that you've done, could've done and wanted to do. At this point I have no idea that I have AIDS, all I know is that I'm truly sick. I don't believe in HIV testing (hence why I never got texted EVER), and drs keep asking me to test and I would always decline. Till I got really ill and kept getting worse that I started thinking about I may have this diseases called "HIV" which then happened to be AIDS. My T-Cells were 53 and my viral load was like 7,000,000 which was insane! So after I tested positive for HIV, I immediately started on antiviral drugs to bring it down. Now exactly a year I can say that My T-Cells are 374 and my viral load is now 20! which means that I am now "UNDETECTABLE" yay raw sex! lol no I'm joking! 

I've always believed that there are cures out there. Call me crazy, naive or even dumb. But we all know that if EVERYONE in the world was fully healthy the world wouldn't be able to fully function. Pharmaceutical company's are making BILLIONS and BILLIONS of dollars and not even thinking about curing people. Did you know that a chemo-therapy treatment for cancer patient costs $30,000? That's only 1 treatment! It's sad that our world has to live like this and people have to die or suffer for others to make profits. 

Anyways, now back to me I have always been looking for cures for HIV and Cancer I feel that this is my calling and that I NEED to do this. I have done endless hours of research from being on my death bed till now, and I WILL NOT STOP till I find it. I have researched Dr. Sebi's method and other's as well. There has been a lot of people who have been cured! But no one is saying anything. Why? Because they are afraid of the big mafia, I would be too.  

Now let's begin... After years of endless searching I think I have found something. Follow me as I go through my Journey to cure myself and I hope this will help you as much as it is helping me. 

DON'T BELIEVE ANYONE THAT TELLS YOU YOU CANNOT CURE YOURSELF. YOU HAVE TO BELIEVE AND HAVE FAITH. 

Talk soon....

Pirate.